Coldplay- Fix You
I hate falling back into a familiar pattern that is not healthy in which to keep. I want to be in a improved state of mind, so that this part of my life will be better than it was in the past. And have a longer lasting imprint. I want to hope for a future. Don’t ruin a perfectly good thing because of this relapse. Stop, realize, understand, and get stronger.
I hate feeling so defeated, confidence shot, and overcome with fear of failure. Maybe I’m being too harsh on myself. But it’s only because I feel that that’s the only way I’ll make it to where I want to be in the future. I get frustrated when things seem easier for others who put less effort than I do. I know I shouldn’t worry about other people, but in a...